Friday, December 17, 2010

J Cole Inspired!!



Yes, this is the second installment of the "Inspired" posts. Tonight its about J. Cole, I took some of my favorite tracks from Friday Night Lights and wrote a verse to them. Its only a coincidence that I'm doing this post on a friday night lol. But check the lyrics and leave comment. As always enjoy the music!

(Too Deep For The Intro)

Im just, passing out these subtle rhymes
To keep the possession of a humble mind
What is people’s obsession with the span of time
Everyone tryna to taste what’s sunny, such a delight
But life ain’t a fairytale now they want a rewrite
See I, try taking living for what it really is
Its not easy for anyone not even newborn kids
Growing up in those empty fatherless homes
Living with a mother going to clubs more than she goes home
Then they grow up hopefully on the right path
And not just a mathematician when it comes to those dime bags
Oh damn, got them thinking they been blessed by cupid
These girls get loved then knocked up by stupid
One minute he is the man of their dreams the next he’s useless
It’ll take a half a century for young kids to realize their foolish, yea
When will they learn life isn’t short but a fragile thing
In the afterlife will the generation hear the angels or the demons sing

(Enchanted)

(How can I)
How can I accurately describe where my head is at
Maybe I can say on a distant planet with anime attached
You know where reality is not quite realistic
Where the world can have its own unique image
One introverted dude from the city with bipolar weather
Writing at his worse to make a change for the better
He will be the hero even though he considers himself a zero
Despite being born late he has the heart of a Leo
And that heart had way too much love and not even enough room
The only man known walking around with those cardio wounds
Stained with betrayal, bathed in perfume
But he so optimistic that he’ll get through
Patiently waiting for the next thing to get into
So hard to read cuz he stays in his mental
Though the guy’s a loner, he’ll always hold on ya
Loyal as a soldier, never will he turn his back on ya
Turn his back on none
There to be a friend whenever you need one
If you’re lacking affection miss he’ll lend you some
Yes there’s many Jeff’s but you’ll only think One

Come with me,
Run quick see, what do we have here
Now, do you wanna ride or die
La dadada, la la la la

Come with me,
Run quick see, what do we have here
Now, do you wanna ride or die
La dadada, la la la la

(Blow Up)

Now look at all the lyrics that I engraved,
Putting all these beats deep into their graves
This is for the people who will always be here to stay
And for those who loves to hate on anything
There’s no explosion, this before detonation
This the only fire that doubles as ventilation
Everything in the game isn’t real most is presentation
But this is proof of truth and your future decapitation
Cuz I be heading to the top with the ish that I’m on
Over here working on a legacy, outside of Tron
Every time I grab a pen and flames are drawn
So this is your burn notice. Michael West…on!

Bitch im about to Blow Up!
Look im about to Blow Up!
Yeah,
Got to the club early,
Just to get in free, And wait for hoes to show up
Man, But now theres bottles at the tables
Bring the models boy im about to pour up
Uh huh, you know what?
Bitch im about to Blow Up!

La, La La La La, La La
La, La La La La, La La
Left side Life side eh,
Right side Right side uh huh,
Left side Left side eh,
Bitch im about to Blow Up!

This is a song for my haters
Y'all got me feeling like the greatest, yeah
This is a song for my haters
Ya'll got me feeling like the greatest, yeah
Bitch im about to Blow up!

(Love Me Not)

Feel like she loves me
she loves me
and then she loves me not
she loves me not
feel like she loves me
she loves me
and then she loves me not
she loves me not
then she loves me not

From day one, she knocked me off my romantic high horse
There’s no hope in speaking let alone intercourse
Violation of the heart was a heavy reoccurrence
Looking back I never knew that I was a burden
Maybe that was my flaw cuz I was so enveloped in myself
With the phones in I couldn’t hear her heart crying out for help
Even so she still held me down
Probably wishing one day that I’ll come around
Many weeks changed and my diverted focus never really came
She always read me like a college student with a children’s book
I used to be her favorite but now I don’t get a second look
And the sad part is that it all didn’t occur to my conscience
Until we both hit rock bottom like twin Dwayne Johnsons
See my love was a whisper and I’m sorry for the broken promise
Honestly I love her but I wish never met her like Carl Thomas
Is this how it’s suppose to be
I’m alone and she’s with her girls probably roasting me
I was such an ass, baby have a toast to me
Then we can start over hopefully

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Vengeful, Vigilant, but Not Quite Villian


I've been so aggravated by everything lately. Fed up with a lot and my patience have been running on E since last friday. With out going into too much details females having been pissing me off consecutively for different reasons. Fakeness, over sensitivity, advantage taking, false loyalties, lies, and outlandish comments that is slap worthy. Smh everything has been hectic lately. School has me split. Some of college I care about and the other hoops I wish I could just ignore all together. My job takes too much time out my weekends so I can't get much done over the weekend. Friends and family stressing me out, I feel so close to snapping, its all bad. Thinking bout doing some evil shit all week on different platforms and to different people. Like I'm tired of being the nice and loving guy, I feel like I want to be a straight asshole to everybody(except a select few). I've been fantasizing about causing emotional and physical harm to certain people. The evil in me is growing and if this keeps up I don't know what will happen. Good thing though I'm on the decline of this pressure and my lyrical fire was ignited the other day. But still I'm not back on a level head. Pray for me.

Anti-Hero Music:

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Letter To My Future Misses

Right off the back I apologize for the male I used to be. There are things and situations I could have handle much differently but I didn't. I gave into fear, lust, and stupidity. Though I have not truly paid for my crimes I've tried real hard to become a real good person, better than I was. Now I always had the mind of a good man and the morals to back it up, but like Shaq I sucked with the follow through(Old ass reference). Even though I never viewed females as nothing more than objects of pleasure, I have had instances where that's all we was to each other. But I guarantee to you that you won't be just the object of my pleasure but the object of my heart.

I want you to occupy my time, my thoughts, my fantasies, my love at all times. Loyalty is a big thing to me. I may have a lot of female friends trust me if we are exclusive I am strictly yours and yours only. In the few real relationships I've been in I never strayed and I will continue not to with you. I've been told countless times that I'm so different from other guys, though you might agree with that statement please don't have the expectation that I am a flawless being because there are kinks in my shining armor sort of speak. Sometimes bluntness can be a problem. Also I keep quiet when things bother me but I expect you to tell me everything that ails you. That is SO backwards right. Oddly enough Im an open book when we get to know each other(like I would tell you EVERYTHING IN DETAIL about my past). I have no shame in the things I've done because every encounter with your beautiful species has been a learning experience and believe me I'm taking all that I've learned into this relationship. But for some reason I somewhat close when we start dating and keep my pain away from you because I don't want you to suffer cuz I suffer....

I'm such a loving dude that all I want to do is make you happy mentally, emotionally, and physically. I hope you're just as loving as me. I can be a headache and I'm telling you I will need your help with myself. Not financially I got that covered. I need my woman to be strong so when I'm not she can support me and bring me back to reality. I need a fighter because all relationships have rocky paths and many implode and become non-existent. To be truthful I don't want us to experience a quick demise if we have to end at all. A relationship is a working progress and if we don't want to fight we are doomed from the start. All I want to do is be a good man that my future kids can be proud of. Will you help me be that man? Or will you just pretend to be someone else to get what you want out of me? I sure hope not. I don't like playstation so I will never play for some kind of fool. So come to me from day one without your Masquerade attire cuz the relationship we're bound to have is a mask free zone.

I'm writing this because writing is the best way I can express myself. I'm good with words cuz I love words. One day you can be my words so I could love you too. I hope you love the things I say when I pour my heart out like this. Its funny I haven't even met you yet(or have I?) but I'm telling you all this. I just needed you to know what you are dealing with, but you probably can't get a perfect idea of me without even knowing me, so I hope to see you soon and maybe you'll get to know the type of person I am and possibly the type of man I would be to you. I pray that I don't miss out on a blessing because I was too blind to see you.

I'm not in love with you but know that I love you.

Sincerely Your Next Love,
Jeff

Tender Greeting:

Monday, September 27, 2010

Some Dopeness

You can find gems in the oddest places sometimes....great music minus cleveland brown's foolishness lol

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Fight Verse

Tomorrow Yesterday -Fight by melleebee1990

Okay kids its time for bed
Its one of those nights your mom wants me dead
And tonight I dont want you to listen
Cuz she saw me with someone and now Im under suspicion
Come on baby, she's one of my friends
I know she pretty but I havent been between her legs
Nor have I made attempts
You are my girl so other girl dont exist
Apologize? I dont trip about you and Thomas
Im not jealous but if I find out something girl I promise
The idea of me never gonna hit might slip
And your ass my end up with a busted lip
You throwing stuff.....duck, duck, dodge
See wat you did, the neighbors called the cop
One day we could learn to keep our business private
I guess we cant get enough of our bordeline domestic violence


Baby we can fight all night, fight all day
But, love is the reason why you and i stay
You can yell out loud, yell out loud
There maybe two different ways but they both wake the neighbors