Breaking My Heart!!

So I was listen to some music(as always!) and I started to think. There is a big problem with the interaction between men and women. Now you always hear how some asshole hurt a girl but you don't really hear about how a man feels when we deal with a certain girls. Especially in today's time you can't ignore how women hurt men.



How can a woman cheat on her boyfriend and find justification in it? Why do women make it so difficult to love them? I mean a lot of us males try hard to make you happy but its never is enough sometimes. If we can be so close to you that we are your best friend and you can tell us absolutely everything why do girls keep us in that zone. Am I tripping or should the person be your best friend as well as your lover. hmmmmmmm. I hope the day comes when I understand why you women punish us for what some other guy in your past did to you. We are not them, most of us are genuinely trying to get to your heart, not to break it but attach our hearts to your! They say women are the emotional ones, nah we males are too we just don't show it.(Clearly Im talking from personal experience)

*sigh* Leave comments on your thoughts and opinions.....

Songs that started this:

Song of the Week!

So every week I will be putting a song that Im really feeling that week. I'll try not to consistently have CH up, but I make no promises. And it just so happens this week song is a song by who else.......Charles Hamilton

Sonic Obsession??

Since Im on the subject of music.....I like to talk about my biggest inspiration. As you know my life is the foundation of my music but I get my drive from other artist. No artist gets my creative juices flowing more than my man Charles Hamilton. Im a constant listener to Mr. Hamilton to say the least. I swear almost every track he has put out that I've heard are completely amazing. His shit seriously takes me somewhere. Dude amazes me as an artist because his work ethic is RIDICULOUS. He has created about 30 mixtapes/projects/albums. Despite his separation from Interscope, he's still making great music. If you never heard of Charles Hamilton I suggest you download at least The Pink Lavalamp. That's the first project I heard from him and my life literally at that moment changed. He lit the fire in my creativity when I felt like quitting. Now some will say Charles is weird, with all the talk of Sonic the Hedgehog and his whole God is a woman ish.....Now I can't say that what he says is the truth but he does have a knack for saying some real shit, especially about being an artist. For real though, I think he is like my brother in another dimension or something.When I see him in interviews and when I listen to his music it feels like Im staring at a mirror somewhat. I know its strange but if I had a choice to work with anybody it would be Sonic the Hamilton! His music alone, has changed my entire perspective of me as an artist and cemented my idea of what I should do with my words.

Reasons for my Heart and Soul

Music is the single most valuable thing in my entire life. I honestly have a humanistic bond with music. Every time Im lonely it seems that music comes to comfort me. One little fact about me is I love to write. Im generally a songwriter but I tend to write/perform a poem or two. Im waiting for my chance to record my life into a full blown project but until then I have songwriting. Songwriting to me is more than just therapy, its a prelude to everything I want to do in life. As a songwriter I can write pretty much any genre with the right instrumental or music behind it. As an artist Im solely a hip hop artist. I do get upset when people say Im a rapper. "Naw nigga Im an artist!" The reason I consider myself an artist instead of a rapper is obvious difference between the two. A rapper is a dude who gets sick beats and spit what ever. An artist on the other hand can make magic with abnormal music or when they spit they actually have something worthwhile saying. I'll be damned if anything I write doesn't have apart of me in it. Dead Ass! I write bout real shit and love stories because those are the tools that built the man you would see before you. Im getting off subject. Music to me is like me and a woman Im in love with. I can't quiet explain why Im so into it but when I write something its like making love to a woman. So that's why I say Im married to music because she saved me from my darkest days. I get really pissed, especially in today's mainstream, what niggas put out because honestly they don't deserve their position. Im an avid believer in doing you instead of being like the last dude or female. And I try to present that in my music....

Hey!!!

Hey how are you doing?? Welcome to my blog. This is actually my second blog after I deleted the last one, but a good friend of mines made me reconsider. So this is my blog where you can get to experience my musical taste as well as my weirdness and thoughts. For the ones who do not know me Im a music junkie. 90% of my life is ran by my love of music. I tend to be highly romantic at the random of times. But I always tell the truth, well at least the truth to me. Stay tuned to get to know me. If you support me I love you. Purely in the non romantic sense for most. Enjoy......me!