Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Lyrical Poem: "Critics or Crickets"

Do you hear all the cheers coming from the stands
Well everybody up there I call my friends
Can you hear them scream cuz I just hit a homer
Its surprising Im surrounded by people because Im such a loner
Anyways, Im making hits like my last name was Ortiz
And yet you keep questioning me like we're on formspring
I used to have a queen with common sense, everything was just right
Now Im back on my own and all I do is just write,
Out my entire life to reach them satellites
Got NASA asking questions they tryna reach my heights
But here you are beating me down giving me scars
Doubting my every step saying I won't go far
Like my parents you're tryna ground me
Instead keeping me in the clouds where u found me
What you rather do is bring me down and just clown me
Everything I am and do you find funny
Well Im sorry Im not Richard Pryor jokes for dummies

Even though some girls don't like me, even when I try my best
I still yell "Hey Mami", like I was Delonte West
She'd tell me Im too lame Im not thug enough
Well baby Im not "hard" but Im tough in love
She just waves me off and told me to get lost
But when she gets in relationship where she is an employ to a boss
Guess who's the first person that she calls
Because she knows the man who wanted to give her all
She mad and beaten down Im a have to kick her
Cuz as soon as I turn her down then Im gonna be another nigga
Life doesnt always work the way you want it
Sometimes life is dark and Im just coming back from it
So Im living it my own way no time to listen
Once something happens to me you run and get your tickets
My life ain't a movie so I don't need you critics
To me you on silent like you are some crickets

This the Only Way to Express My Mood

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Come On Ladies


So I went out kicking it with one of my friends and the subject of the night was basically about the females we've came across in the past year. The sad part of it is we really didn't have ANY good stories to tell. Most of the college girls we met were still on some high school stuff which shouldn't be the case. My boy and I agree that the majority of females we come across are either arrogant bitches or straight up hoes.

Because of this fact we started reminiscing about the beautiful and sexy girls from high school. We came to realization that back in high school when we would date a girl or at least have sex with a girl for the most part we could be proud of who we were with or who we laid down with but now that we're in college the things we were once proud of has lost much value. Relationships no longer are relevant because all we've come across are females who wouldn't be worth dating at least in our eyes. And sex is not even fun no more because we get it too easily. All I'm asking for is something real.

Now there are few exceptions to these females in our first year of college but all and all with the girls we've seen are just not worth it. Him and I both are lovers of black girls but the problem is a lot of them had terrible attitudes which also brought up the topic of why we black men date outside our race. What has happened to females? We're tired of suffering because you decided to lay up with a raggedy mother fucker and he treated you bad. We're tired of these hot ass messes we call females.

My boy has his approach of how he will deal with the girls in his life and I know what Im doing from now. He is on that "fuck women shit" which means he is not looking for a relationship and when he fucking some girl that's all it will be. Now I don't agree with that method of course but what can you do when you know how crazy girls are being these days. And as for myself Im being celibate from now on until I find an actual woman who is relationship material. Im tired of this dumb ass drama I go through so Im doing something about it. I had friends with benefits and Im so over it!

I know we as men have a lot of improving to do, but I think females seriously need to get there shit together. A lot of y'all need to regain some class, tone down your arrogance, throw away the past, stop being so needy that you'll lay or be with just anybody because your lonely, become beautiful not just for me but for your damn selves, and be how real women should be because when I look at a lot of y'all..........its sad.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

New Song of the Week

I know I know I missed last week's song but I think this song makes up for it completely. This song is brought to you by Childish Gambino. And its accompanied by a picture of the ever so beautiful Stacey Dash. Enjoy!


So Fly (ROUGH) by Childish Gambino

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Vegas & I are Chuckin' Deuces

Today's post is a lyrical treat for you. It just so happens a good friend of mines ("Samantha Vegas") and myself wrote a verse to the same song. Personally both of our verses are dope, so I felt like sharing our writing talents. Now Sam is a singer she blends rock/r&b even though she don't claim r&b lol. And as ya know I write hip hop. But anyways enjoy the actually song and Vegas and I's lyrics.



(Chris Brown chorus)
Im on some new shit
Im chuckin my deuces up to her
Im moving on to something better, better, better
No more tryin to make it work
You made me wanna say bye bye, say bye bye, say bye bye to her [x2]

(My Verse)
Damn girl here we go again, in a situation that we frozen in
I made it a mission to get to your heart but now that Im closing in
Things are getting rough, our love needs some lotioning
The honeymoon is over I guess there’s no more toasting then
We keep undercutting each other like we roasting in
Self-hatred and painful blaming that’s never ending
Baby what is going on, my phone is off, lets finally have this talk
Because Im tired of this battle where there will be no victor
Why is it even when Im right I am still not the winner
We used to be so stress free we was straight kush
Now every time I try to get to the bottom you straight push
So fuck it we done its officially over
Don’t try and cry now because Im no longer your shoulder
You didn’t try to make it work, so why should I linger
So the last thing Im gonna give you is these two fingers
Deuces!!

(Chris Brown chorus)
Im on some new shit
Im chuckin my deuces up to her
Im moving on to something better, better, better
No more tryin to make it work
You made me wanna say bye bye, say bye bye, say bye bye to her [x2]

(Vegas verse)
Around the corner, turned the page, flipped that script on ya
Stop playing me like a violin in an orchestra
Take a bow, bow out man, your finished
You were the only one, not some number on a list
Girls coming round by the pound
Yo what's up wit this?
Like a spot in the playoffs, I thought I had it clenched
Fuck a number 2 pick
Fuck sitting on the bench
I give up
Now I'm chuckin tha deuces

(Vegas Bridge)
You always had your way
My decisions you swayed
What we had was strained
Now the price is yours to pay

(Chris Brown chorus)
Im on some new shit
Im chuckin my deuces up to her
Im moving on to something better, better, better
No more tryin to make it work
You made me wanna say bye bye, say bye bye, say bye bye to her [x2]

Check out Samantha's blog @ http://psshhhhxdopeness.blogspot.com

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Transcending

If any of you have been paying attention to my blog you may have notice that I've been lacking in the entree department. Its partly because of college stuff but mostly its because I have not been feeling myself. I've needed therapy for the past two months and usually life is not that bad. (And when I say therapy I mean tons of headphone therapy and lyrical ventilation) It just seems everything has not gone in my favor.

I'm all kinds of confused lately. Its like I don't give a shit about anything but at the same I'm hurting on the inside. I've becoming more Emo as of late and that's not necessarily a good thing. When Im Emoed out my writing may get a bit more deeper and spacious and my feeling are locked away for safe keeping but I also become depressed a lot, I get sick of almost everything and I tend to not a care about.....ANYONE. Im at a lost but its the summer and its a perfect time to become better than who I have been. Im tired of this form of my life. I wanna be everything I aspire to be and I wanna have everything I desire to have. No more laziness and feeling sorry for myself. I got to be less introverted and be brave enough to accept my full potential.

Its some what odd that many off my friends are going through some kind of change with in themselves too. So if you guys are reading this I hope you are able to become the people you want to be. Lets take it to the next level and I just I'll be up there with ya.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Week 11: Song of the Week

I know I know its really late in the week but I still should post a song for this week. I dedicate this to one of my celebrity crushes Sanaa Lathan

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Lyrical Poem: "Defeated!"

She claims that she's strong but her heart is still breaking
She stuck in the bad but choose to stay in a ship thats sanking
Steady stuck in the past too scared to see the future
She was made to be a winner but rather play the loser
All I hope is one day someone will get to her
Give her real love so they can sooth her
And protect her from all her pain
She gave a man her all and still no rings
So I guess she the female LeBron James
So much hard work didn't amount to a thing
And shawty has so much intelligence
And on the real she has a body thats heaven sent
But according to her everything's all good
Even though she no longer glows like she should
I joke around and say she needs to get her superpowers one day
When in truth she is the one who needs to be saved
I know trust is not given it is earned
But if there's no trust in it that's cause for concern
She walking around negative but she still feels burned
Sees her life so negative but she never wants to make the turn
On the path to a place that is better suited
For her to be happy where she's no longer losing
She was so sexy, so beautiful you'd have to see to believe it
But it maybe to late because all she is now is a woman defeated