If any of you have been paying attention to my blog you may have notice that I've been lacking in the entree department. Its partly because of college stuff but mostly its because I have not been feeling myself. I've needed therapy for the past two months and usually life is not that bad. (And when I say therapy I mean tons of headphone therapy and lyrical ventilation) It just seems everything has not gone in my favor.
I'm all kinds of confused lately. Its like I don't give a shit about anything but at the same I'm hurting on the inside. I've becoming more Emo as of late and that's not necessarily a good thing. When Im Emoed out my writing may get a bit more deeper and spacious and my feeling are locked away for safe keeping but I also become depressed a lot, I get sick of almost everything and I tend to not a care about.....ANYONE. Im at a lost but its the summer and its a perfect time to become better than who I have been. Im tired of this form of my life. I wanna be everything I aspire to be and I wanna have everything I desire to have. No more laziness and feeling sorry for myself. I got to be less introverted and be brave enough to accept my full potential.
Its some what odd that many off my friends are going through some kind of change with in themselves too. So if you guys are reading this I hope you are able to become the people you want to be. Lets take it to the next level and I just I'll be up there with ya.
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