Another Song of the Week

Overview of Entrees by a Tired Black Man

So I went out hanging with my boy and we had another discussion about females. Specifically black females. He knows Im the gentleman type and he told even though women say they want that they don't go after it, they rather be some raggedy ass nigga than to be with a good guy which is true! He was telling me stories of how he would say something low key rude and get a positive response where as one of his friends who is nice gets no attention at all. He's the friend.

Then he showed me this movie called "Diary of a Tired Black Man" which I loved by the way.

The opening in itself was jaw dropping. Like how can these black women disrespect this dude when he is handling his and hers for that matter smh. This was amazing to see opinions for actual smart brothers that had issues with women who suffer the angry black syndrome. Now this movie is a great conversation starter and I just want to give my opinions on some points that was made as "diary entrees"

You Make No Damn Sense!!:

I never understood why women choose bums over good dudes. I've been that guy who has been right there beside a female and helped her through all her issue but I remained as a friend. I don't get it. You say you want this certain kind of guy but you overlook him because you keep him in the brother/friend zone. I knew this one chick who I told me I was guy she wanted in her life as a partner but she kept me in that friendly area and decide to stay with this dude who emotionally breaks her down all the time. Like what the fuck you know what you want and its right there in front of you so take it. When we men try to be good to you we get overlooked cuz we're nice but as soon as one or two niggas do you wrong WE ALL AIN"T SHIT.....

LET US BE US:

I don't really have much to say about this but I thought this was a great point. Why do y'all females let your friends run your relationship, especially when they single and your not. How the hell are you fully going to trust a woman who can't get/keep a man her damn self. It really causes a strain in the relationship when outside foolishness gets into it.

I'M FUCKING TIRED:

This is by far the thing I agree with the most. I hate to argue I tend not to do it because it just kills my mood and its an energy drainer. I don't know but the something in black females that insist on picking fights it could be about anything. Its like some of them like to argue so I end up upsetting the girl I'm dealing with because I refuse to argue. I go through my day with my own problems and I don't want to come home, text you, call you, or whatever and having to deal with mess. If your my girl or my wife I would love to come to you and it be peaceful. I know I'm young but I been through a long relationship where every day was a battle regardless of what I did nothing good came forth. So forgive me if my attitude is not as aggressive as you like it to be. Like the man said I just want peace of mind.

Now there are many other things to talk about but I don't have all night to do it. But if any of y'all wanna give opinions leave in the comment box or reach me some how because I would to discuss some of these issues and hear/read other view points. If anybody wants to watch this movie look it up on youtube it is there in its entirety.

Lyrical Poem: "Powerless"(freestlye to Kanye's Power)

This is for the ones who doing right that are being victimized
This is for the ones who aren't alike that are criticized
This is for the ones who are living blind
And this is for me and my written lines
All I wanna do is reach the masses
While some of y'all waiting for when my ship crashes
Waiting for me to fail when the fact is...
You think you're super strong but you're powerless
But don't worry we'll clean it up after all its our mess
You're just a product of a destructible process
And some how its like a mystery of the loch ness
Go head girl get that fat ass
And gain couple cats' stacks(Kat Stacks)
But be prepared to get laughed at
Cuz there's no respect for hoes that fast
Its the truth so dont get mad
You should be out there doing something beautiful
Something like its just your usual
Instead of feeling dirty like a sewage man's cuticles
Baby you hear that, that's your q to go

My girl angry cuz she think im cheating
Because Im over here fucking these feelings
And no its not a metaphor for several whores
Too busy dealing with mine so Im saying fuck yooooooours!
Why would I waste a moment on your kid pool emotions
When I have to be with thoughts that never sleeps
Im in a need for an Ambien indeed
Getting tired of standing tall when can I have a seat
The answer is never cuz I will never accept defeat
Like the front man of the band let me take the lead
My blood gets pumped when I listen to a beat
So its safe to say this music is in me
But here these haters go tryna turn off my radio
While bringing good meaning to they really played me yo
None of y'all can really cross fade me tho
Making believer out of all my foes
Some people say Im way too cocky
Is there some truth to that, man probably
Im just vibin' alot man honestly
Couldn't stop this if I could this' like a prophecy

Fantasy, Reality, there's always a battle between
Where ever you go you'll see some casualties
The scene is getting darker are you wearing your armor
Some of the most dangerous people are the best charmers
Take your favorite dream and turn it to your worst demon
If you stand out be careful because its hunting season
Unoriginality is what some are seeking
And going against that is like committing treason
In this nation you either live or face annihilation
So get your shit together there no time to be wasting
Go for the win with no hesitation
And gain that power back then life will be amazing

Yo that would be a beautiful death......

Unexpected Change(hearing Sun Music)

This week has started weird for me. I feel different in a good way. I feel off-kilter and I kinda like it. Im in an entirely different airspace and I think Im going to stay here and see what happens. I don't know how this came about. Maybe it's because I was cussed out by someone even though her words has nothing to do with the way I feel now. (Still sorry btw) I woke up on Monday and thought to myself good things are going to come to me and so I need to do everything I need to so all goes great. I feel changed so that's why the blog is affected because it's where I express my thoughts and feeling. So as I changed it changed. I feel like I got superpowers now lol!

My Superhero Music:

The Song of the Week

This week's song has to be one of my all time favorite Charles Hamilton songs I have ever heard

Super Dopeness!!

A short film as a movie pitch....this needs a full length movie

Finding Good Hip Hop Everyday

Phil Ade "The Letter" from Okayplayer on Vimeo.

Lyrical Poem: "Romantic Disoriented"

How could you have expected something I promised I'd never give
Was it fear naw it was the prior knowledge knowing that it's no way to live
I should never hold onto this pain
Because all it does is rip away at my remains
Damn I think its one of those days that barely liveable
Too bad I can’t make myself invisible
Or break through all this bullshit that’s traditional
See there should be a warning alarm when it comes to my charm.
It’s never my intentions but lately I’ve been causing harm.
Do I deserve someone in my arms?
The answer is an obvious NO because I have a hell of long away to go.
There’s still missing part to this picture
I wonder if it'll be better if I was richer
That’s probably a no too.
I wish I could redeem myself in all the female situations I've been through.

But the past is the past I cant change all the drama or who I smashed
All I can do is better myself.
I’m such a dumbass & all I can do is laugh at myself
I miss that soft voice and soft skin I used to find comfort in.
But that was some years ago.
Now I’ve just been grabbing any hitchhiker just cuz I don't wanna walk this road alone
Hell, you told me to go towards it
Wow you so angry when there’s no need for it
What happened is what happened
For the last time Im sorry for misplacing my passion.
These days I can't even get a loan to pay for your attention
Because all I've done and said has been put under suspicion
Don't get me wrong we no longer exist. There is you and there is me.
We've gone through so much shit that it’s kinda like we borderline enemies
Honestly you've helped me learn about me internally.
No more fucking around and no more romancing unpurposely
I was a fool to think we could be talking
When there are separate paths we are walking

But let me finally be over it chalk it up as a loss.
Let this no longer dwell in my thoughts
I’m going back to the lab to be innovated.
So the next time around I'll give a performance that's better demonstrated
So the next one won't think she is just an Xbox.
And before I’m stuck with something too early in wedlock
I've been had my bachelor's but I wanna resign
I wanna find that one where in life I can recline
Because I rather belong to someone cool and defined
And if Lord willing she would be really realy fine
Don’t get confused you were never a number on a list boo
We just had way too many issues
So this is goodbye and I will miss you
If you gonna shed tears here this my last tissue

Week 14: Song of the Week

This week song is brought to you by Asher Roth(the 3rd white rapper I truly respect) and its off the Seared Foie Gras mixtape

Random: Um This Is Different

Im sorry I haven't had much to blog about lately I kinda have writers block smh but this is sad funny and kinda dope all at the same time

What's Really Going On?

*this is purely thoughts and opinions NOTHING more*

So for the past half hour I've been sitting here watching videos and I came across this video that had to do with Freemasons and hip hop. Now in this video they had clips of an interview with Dave Chappelle on the Oprah Show. I have never seen this interview so i decided to watch the whole thing. Now hearing the rumor that the boule had something to do with him leaving the show and Oprah being apart of this group I was little weary about this interview.

Watching Dave during this interview he seemed very tense the entire time. Maybe it was just because he was sitting next to Oprah and he was nervous, idk. But the way the interview went interested me so I decided to share. Maybe im just paranoid but to me it seemed like when Dave would be headed somewhere the conversation would change subjects either through editing or Oprah interrupting him. I just thought it was odd and by the end of the interview it seemed that Dave was holding back on what he really wanted to say and started changing his wording up and such. Every time I watch Dave do an interview about what happened to me if feels like he doesn't say everything about hollywood and his situation. Hollywood seems to wreck a lot of people and I can't see the reason in any of it. Maybe Im just being a conspiracy theorist but still something doesn't sit right with me on many topics the interview(s) brings up. Give me your thoughts and opinions on anything that pertains to the matter.