Lately I have not been feeling myself. I have been going through so many damn emotions it is ridiculous. It was sort of over bearing when it came to college, people, and myself. I felt so much anger and sadness that it is so out of character for me. I don't know if Im just going through some phase or something but it has not been good.
I had so many questions internally that I needed to ask myself. Why have I hurt people I care about? Why does the girl I care about have so stubborn and won't talk to me? Why have I been settling for things? Why have I been acting on impulse instead thinking about it like normal? Why does my soul feel starved? What am I missing in my life? What am I lacking to make myself better? Why am I confused?
I've been feeling off my game for awhile now. Its like I was slipping back into my emo tendencies. That's why I haven't really blogged about anything, but I hope you have been enjoying my "lyrical vents" that I have been posting as of late. Im trying to get back to me. I need whatever I need immediately!
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