Lyrical Poem: "Dimming Star"

Maybe I have always been in the wrong. Or maybe you're just stubborn. I don't know but either way this'll be the last time I address this. And no matter how you feel about me know that I care about you.

Do you remember when I said that the day doesn't say hello without your name
Well the day hasn't greeted me in awhile, it must think I'm lame
Just like you
It seems to you that everything I say is never quite smooth
Like it was in the past, but at the same time back then you wasn't so mad
Our convos are dead and my compliments became a drag
And the shit gets to me so forgive me for being mad
But the amount of love you show me is just sad
Ok maybe I did have a couple chicks on my dick
But at the time I saw you and that was it
How can you still hold that over my head
How can that outweigh all the compassionate things I've said
We both knew that it was a fantasy that it could work
But still I didn't like when I went to flirt
It ended up making you hurt

So we took a break from each other
It didnt matter if we ached for each other
We both didnt want to be the first to speak to the other
Despite the fact that we once share music as a lover
The best 3some....your essence I needed some
Then one day you encountered a doped up alien invader
Who quickly replaced me until he became a traitor
Many of your people was heated, they was emitting vapors
Even I put my cape on for you to come save you
I thought everything would all be cool
But then I realized the person I saved was not you
Instead I saw just the shadow of your former self
Or should I said the shadow of what we former felt
We was in our made up paradise in space
But with the dynamics now I can't stand this space
And before I forget to mention
I will always care about you but I can't keep feeding your addiction to attention
I hope you find happiness wherever you are
But this is my emotional farewell to my dimming star