Letting go

Ugh had one of the big headaches tonight. I had to cut an ex from my life. It had to be done because being her friend was not good for me. When she was around I did things I immediately regret. *sigh* I needed this separation unfortunately Im a horrible person now!



This got me thinking. Why is it so hard for us to let go or letting someone go? Even when someone treats you horribly you could still wanna hold on to them. What is the reason for this? I wish I knew the answer. Sometimes we have to let people go because its necessary for our lives to progress but unfortunately we don't see it that way. To be honest the shit hurt me when she responded to my decision. I had to do the best for me. I hope she'll understand one day. When we connect with someone deeply its hard to imagine life without them and sadly sometimes life forces us to make that decision. All I can say is make sure the people that are in your life are good for your life. If not, let them go. I rather be by myself and happy than being surrounded by people who have a negative effect on me. Just think about it.