Lyrical Poem: "Really"

Sitting in my room thinking of life without you
But honestly I never been with you to be without you
When we met I really loved what I knew about you
I was tryna be the truest me so we can amount to,
Something but something went so wrong
And it hurts because your personality had me drawn
Better than Picasso's art
Remember I told you that's how I wanted your heart
In the same day I was amazing, I fell off?
And all the love you had for me got lost
I knew you was kinda cold but you can't be bitter
How you disappointed in me cuz of what I say on twitter
Its twitter, really I need to know what triggers your trigger
I figure that you're still a sweet girl but Im getting sick of the taste
We go from good to bad in the same day
And its sad because we don't officially date
Maybe if we was closer things would change
I dont play games so me being genuine is waste
If I become full of shit from you being amazed
There's no doubt I still like you
But Im no longer tryna fight you
So Im waiting on the day you come back around
Until then Im gonna continue to hold myself down
And maybe play Neverland in my headphones
And daydream about dreaming of being in your home
Listening to our loves while you enter my zone
Im still trying to reach you even if my chances are blown