Well well well my luck with the opposite sex is just fantastic. (Pure sarcasm) If you noticed I deleted my "Share a story" post for a few reasons. First off it didn't serve its purpose so I got rid of it. And apparently another situation with a different lady (which she is nice btw) has went from completely understanding our dramatic end yesterday to her taking shots at me. hmmmmm maybe it was because of Tuesday post but whatever. She can hate me as long she lives happily.
But on the real I need to stop dealing with females, especially the emotionally inept ones. Smh! I can't understand why my luck is so bad. Maybe its the way I handle the situations. Maybe its my fault. I don't ever want to break anyone hearts because when I do my heart breaks too. It is what it is. Maybe I should stop falling for chicks who are distant from me, emotionally and/or physically. Im so frustrated from all this drama. Im really pissed off right now but Im trying to keep my composure. There's nothing like being dissed by a woman you care about, that shit is painful. It FUCKING suck!! I just wanna love someone. Ima hopeless romantic maybe. Im doing too much because when I try to love someone I just hurt them. Im a working progress.
And if any of the women from my past are reading this. I am sorry I failed to live up to the standards I set for myself. I know apologizing does not take the pain away, y'all may think Im an ass which I probably deserve. I just wish things could of been different. And I hope one day y'all can find true happiness, sincerely Jeff "The Asshole".
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