Lyrical Poem: "Stressed"

Im starting to think life's a hoe because damn it sucks
Im so stressed out and I haven't slept well in months
So much pressure to be someone else and I dont give a fuck
While you eating dessert Im dreaming about tomorrow's lunch
Actually Im thinking of everything I failed to excel in
Im tired of running this race Im wishing it'll all end
Because all who say they down are not my real friends
Its hard to see my world you'll need a special lens
But no one will take the time to understand
So I feel like Im living for nothing man
Im tired of college because I feel its scam
Its another mundane task that prevents who I am
And Im sick of finding girls that is only worth laying with
Why is it so hard to find a woman that is worthy of staying with
God why do you think its cool to treat my life like a keyboard and start playing it
Just give me my day of reckoning instead of saving it
I dont know maybe im just searching for a revelation
Something that I can admire because its amazing
Sometimes I wanna take a bullet to the head but Im to much of a bitch too
But God step in a gave me lyrics and said "Use these to get through
And when time is right you will finally smile for real
And your personal galaxy will finally become the ideal"
But its hard to deal with when people in the world are obnoxious
And all this ignorance and greed is so toxic
Im getting sick of it all I could literally vomit
I gotta hold it together as a personal promise
Cause at the end of the day we all suffer as human beings
It take a strong will to keep chasing one's dream
Im so fucking tired I don't know if I have anything left
At least it'll be easier since I got a little bit off my chest